Lessons to be learned

 I don't do Mondays.
For me the week starts at 11 am on a Tuesday morning with CATS ( Critical and Theoretical studies ) research based )

Musicianship is where we get to rehearse in bands and I get to sing  :-D

We have an A and R type task for one module I have to find a band to promote and a Composition and Arrangement  module .

 This module is about  putting our own tunes together - I have NO idea how to do this
Also there are other people on the course who do.

So this week I have been a little stressed out about it. Usually I would have cried and worried myself sick.

BUT I found myself emailing my tutor , asking what I could do to catch myself up.
He told me so I'm doing it .

I'm learning to read/write/play all at once.

Sounds simple enough !!!??

I found out this week I've managed to lose some weight - 8lbs in total. I had a feeling that something had changed but i didn't now how much ......

I  celebrated with Peanut M & M's and Spidermans Harvest festival.  He was an apple !

Saturday night was a bit of a drama. My mood seemed to plummet so no apparent reason.
This appeared to revolve around an old mate I haven't seen for a while.
It starts as 'He must be busy' finishes as 'OH MY GOD , he HATES me !'

I've learnt to wait till the storm passes to react or I'd have no mates at all.

Sunday was another drama . In the middle of a supermarket Spiderman and I witnessed a man have a fit .
He collapsed right in front of us.
I had to speak to him about it. He seemed ok but you can never really tell can ya ?
As a child my Dad was very unwell so I know how terrifying seeing someone collapse can be for a little one .

We had a little chat while eating strawberries .
It ended with Spiderman telling me he enjoyed being in my belly as a baby

Hopefully I manged to teach him that its ok to express his feeling by telling him about mine.

So time for bath and an early night - I've managed to fit everything in but now it's bed time !!!