Fortune cookie or actually the most useful piece of advice you'll ever hear ?
This week has definitely been about change.
More specifically about smaller steps to make bigger changes.
Its a skill I'm gaining - I'm usually not the most patient of people. As I'm sure my mates will tell ya !
With a lot of the changes I'm making the key seems to a small amount of effort everyday will produce the best results.
How did this pass me by before ?????
I've managed to get Spiderman to school on time and arrange for him to be picked up by his friends mum. I've not lost him , not left him anywhere . (touch wood)
In fact we've all survived my first week.
I've managed to eat better than I ever have - without too many slip-ups. ......................CAKE ................
And a MEAL OUT WITH BOOZE .
But all I did after was get straight back to my plan.
I've never been this focused before - to be honest it's a little unsettling !
It's amazing to think that the promise of a degree and networking opportunities, has worked better than all the body shaming, ridicule and good natured, but ever so slightly interfering, advice I've endured throughout my life.
The more I think about my current situation the more intertwined the threads seem to be.
My anxiety has been under control but to be honest I'd anticipated more of it - strange I know .
Usually a room full of strangers and "Tell us a little bit about you ."game would cause a pretty major upset.
I have to admit, I did wonder what on earth i was going to wear the first day.
But because I'd been looking forward to starting and have been so positive about the future , I've managed to stop it before it starts.
This is MONUMENTAL for me.
Finally a grown up ? How did that happen ?
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