Do you ever get the feeling you're just doing EVERYTHING wrong ?
No, Good just me then !
This week I've managed to mess everything up in the last few days.
Well maybe not everything - home is OK.
Its just everything else
I seem to have a million appointments on the same day at the same time .
I've missed a doctors appointment today - it is re-arranged but for three weeks time when hopefully I won't have a million other things . Hopefully !
There's absolutely loads of fireworks going off round here . Some of them sound like bombs.
I'm sat praying no-one sets fire to anything.
I'm genuinely feeling shitty about having to move everyone around
I've had the lesson I struggle with today - it's sorta going in but it's a slow process. ( I have spoken to my tutor. )
Usually when i feel like this i eat - I've been to the gym twice this week and have been on my bike everyday.
If I start to nibble I sabotage myself don't I ?
My mate is going though something horrendous - well I think !
Usually when this person disappears it means things are bad.
I sorta feel things aren't right - which freaks me out a little .
I'm sure it freaks them out too . I don't think they are used to be read so easily.
It send my good friend running for the hills - Well done Ruthie !
As you can see I'm a barrel of laughs tonight ? This is after a relaxing bath and a cuppa !
I'm off to order me shopping - I need to get something right tonight .
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