So this is the first week of the holidays with my 6 yr old. He wants to be attached to me most of the time.
The incident in question was after a nice morning swimming, a peaceful lunch and a few in house games.
The little one decided it was time to play in the garden.
My naughty keys had gone and I was about to go into full on panic mode.
No one has our key and hubbie at work till late
Then the question - Have you checked the fridge Mummy ?
Believe me , this could have sent me either way
Its been that kind of week - I've not felt the best.
I've sorta gone from having a huge circle of mates with uni, then a smaller circle with meetings and adult conversation to , well ........have you checked the fridge ?
It took me sooo long to learn to do the student thing , then to learn to do the networking thing so now
I'm watching endless episodes of cartoons.
I'm sure they only made about 4 eps - cos it seems to be the same stories all the time. I am learning all the pups on Paw Patrol - Littleman seems impressed.
In all this I've tried , I am trying to keep myself moving forward music wise - I answered my first casting call , wrote some lyrics - I saw a picture of myself in that red dress with the behive hair - I wondered what 'SHE' would write about
Turns out , it's seducing men into hotel rooms - Who knew ????
For me to write , I have to feel restless - The words have to fight their way out.
I sorta see them in my head and then HAVE to write them down or lose them forever.
Missed words/verses haunt me 'cos in my head they were epic lyrics that would have changed the world if only i could remember them .................
My head gets filled with words and quotes so i'm usually watching people i meet to see if their lives are interesting enough to write about.
I do write about mine too - Loads
About the people I meet and how i feel about them - good and bad !
Recently I've been missing people - the people I really love are far away from me - friends wise .
We do keep in touch by email but for me it doesn't really replace giving your best mate a squeeze.
And because I've just come though puberty and this crazy woman is new to me , I've been a bit upset at pics.
Bizarre, I know - it's not enough that this character I've created is strong passionate and confident the other side of that is sometimes other, darker sensitivities.
Once in a while , it gets too much and I shut the doors and stay in to recover.
All i do is eat good food try to excersise and keep my fingers busy till it passes.
My house has never been so tidy .....................
My head is silly
Oh, and just in case you were wondering , They weren't in the fridge ..........................
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